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THIS TIME, I CHOSE TO BELIEVE IN YOU
I don't remember the first time I put my hands together, shut my eyes and spoke to you. I grew up believing in you from what I heard from people I love. With time I learnt several views about you. Everyone claimed you ! They shared and stole, they came together and moved away, they lived and killed, they smiled and cried, all in your name.
Some called you a man, some called you a woman, some said you had no gender and the rest argued that you never existed. Now, you become a choice. This time, I chose to believe in you. Not because I was compelled, not because I was made to fear you, not because it was comfortable, but because I needed you.
In this bright world with so many people and promises, I selfishly chose to believe in you, in any form or figure, not for anyone but for me. I felt safe in trusting someone or something I can't see and feel, over any person I met and knew. Does the fault lie in me or this materialistic world ? I don't want to know.
I find solace in your deep darkness, every time I close my eyes I experience your embrance. I hear you speak, sometimes you sing and no one know each other better than you and I. You know just what to say and when. You see my bold woman, my scared child, my pretentious girl and my judgemental lady. Yet you love me just the way I want to be.
I LOVE YOU..... Parama Pita Parama Atma ❤❤❤